I have fifteen minutes to myself! I wasnt sure what to do with it so i thought i'd post; mostly for the sake of posting since its been so long but partly because I have a lot to say.
Life has been a whirlwind of ups and downs lately -- which, when i think about it, really isnt that different from any other time in my life. I'm trying hard to stay focused on the ups but its been tough. I get the feeling I'm being tested and I'm on the verge of failing. I have a strong aversion to failing so it will likely not happen but it's still too close for comfort.
Summer school is much harder than i anticipated. I have homework every night, and LOTS of it. I need to finish unpacking and get settled into our new place. I need to find a summer job asap to pay for all the expenses of moving into said place. And somewhere in between all the inconveniences of life I must find time to live. This always seems to get pushed to the bottom of the list and its killing me. I wish I could call a time-out but nothing short of throwing in the towel and giving up completely (which, for the faint-of-failure types like myself, is not an option) will end this. So I will wade through the mounds of shit and get to the bottom of that list.
I will find time to live.
Posted by nicole at June 5, 2007 12:18 PMI wish I could offer you a job as my assistant so I could keep you with me to keep my spirits up and slap people when they try to stop that from happening. But in the mean time I can offer you things such as meals and movies in exchange for a hearty hug and it should allow for some time for life. Let me know if you need anything (ranging from redheaded sluts to home organizer). I'm up for the challenge.
Posted by: jess at June 5, 2007 02:08 PM